Small update before I heard into work.
I will and need to do a long post at some point in the near future. I think a major source for my depression is being able to see the complexities in life, and have no answer.  To elaborate, I mean I can state all these issues of reasonings of peoples actions, myself included, and have no answer for overcoming ( Read more... )

Things have gotten complicated in terms of figuring things out. I want to state I'm feeling fairly neutral towards anything at the moment, but I know what I'm actually feeling currently is difficult to out into words, or in a sense indescribable, perhaps because I'm not entirely sure what it is that I'm actually feeling at the moment.
I will ( Read more... )

Quick little update...

So at work I got asked to be a fill in for being a leadman, which involves calling in trailers to doors and handing out bills and such. Second day doing it not so much running on my own but more or less doing so. Go figure the day I gotta do it is one of the crazy days, and sure trial by fire, but what's funny is doing it ( Read more... )

I felt like writing because I'm in between classes at the moment, although I should be studying for a test, and I'm also flooded with thoughts so thought perhaps getting em down will help release some of the built up tension inside.

Honestly, I can't put a finger on what is getting to me. I just feel stressed, or rather down currently. I feel as ( Read more... )